Yesterday was weird. I went camping on an island with some friends but I was the only one who actually brought camping gear. In the end they stayed in a hotel but fuck that. I carried all that camping gear for miles through sand dunes and put up the tent to go camping so I was camping. They didn't want to leave me, they tried to talk me into going with them but call me stubborn, I had it in my mind that I was cammping so I was camping. Then one of them got mad, shouted at me that I was being childish and everything always had to be about me and stormed off.
This morning I met back up with them. Was awkward with the girl who got mad but fuck it, lifes too short too worry about silly fights.When I got home I met up with Naoise. She was telling me about what happened at an 28th party the night before. She was really drunk and some how ended up going off with this guy and giving him head and her boyfriend walked over and caught her in the act. This is the girl I was talking about in my previous post, the one who doesn't deserve her boyfriend. She walks all over his heart.
The best part abput today though was Keith. I only met him about two weeks ago but fucking hell he's actually amazing. I met him today and we had a fancy fancy day. We went and got steak and pepper sauce and all the trimmings and I cooked him dinner and we drank Ame from fancy champagne glasses and set the table all nice. My Dad's gone for two weeks see so I had the house to myself. It's the little things about him. I don't even have to try. I'd say something random and weird and he'd just laugh and tell me he loves me. I can actually be myself around him. I didn't want him to leave but his Mom wanted him home to get his suit ect ready for the races tomorrow. That's one thing I want to tell him about, my Mom. I just don't know how to bring it up in conversation and the longer I leave it the harder it is. I keep talking about her and then about my Dad's girlfriend but he won't ask where she is, if they got divorced ect. If he did it'd be so much easier.
I have a job interview tomorrow so I really should go to sleep. Fingers crossed I get it.
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